My boyfriend is leaving me!!

Okay it's official, my boyfriend put in his two week notice today. Of course I was the one that had to type his resignation letter. Anyway he sold his car over the weekend so now we are down to one car...which means he drives me to and from work ....... which also means I have to go into work early and stay late... But its only for a couple of weeks and we only work 10 minutes from me each other so I guess I will be fine. I also have to go on-line and find him an airline ticket because he doesn't believe in deals. He would rather pay more money and take the first thing that comes along then actually sit and research to find a good deal. I just don't get it. I have to do everything. I have to pack everything in my house all by myself too. It's just like him to leave me to do all the packing while he gets to go over there in paradise. His dad lives over there so I know he is excited to see him and at least we will have family over there. I am really going to miss him while he is away but I will be over there in the next couple of months, so hopefully time will fly by. As they say 'absence makes the heart grow fonder' well I think that's the saying anyway. I love you baby!!! Don't have too much fun without me!!!

My son-Isn't he lovely? 

Me and my son Marquise-I love him so!!!!! 

Do your friends really know you?

If you are wondering if your friends really know you; you should go to this website http://www.stumpyourfriends.com/ . It's pretty cool. I figured out that I am an easy person to know. I guess I just have one of those personalities that I get along with everyone. Regardless most people passed the test I am happy to report. So no complaining here. I guess it just goes to show you there is no such thing as too mush information when dealing with friends.

Jeremy Cota

I called an old friend today and we talked for a minute. I haven't talked to my boy Jeremy Cota in so long. He's famous for not returning phone calls. I went to high school with him way back in the mid 90's. Anyway I decided to give him a call today while I was on lunch. While I was wondering if I should leave a message for him on his voice mail I decided to call him one more time to see if he would pick up. I was in utter shock when he actually picked up the phone and said what's up Tiffi--he calls me that, I don't know why--. We had a good 5 minute chat and he promised to call me back when he went on break. He did call me back but I missed his call and after work I called him back and he missed my call, now I guess we will play phone tag until we get a hold of each other. During our talk he gave me some good news, he's finally getting married in July to a wonderful gal name Terri ( Hi Terri if you are reading this!!!). I want to go to his wedding but he is getting married in Brazil--that's a little far for me, but I wish him the best and made him promise he would visit me again soon and send lots of pics of the wedding, Hopefully I can make the reception in California. The last time I saw him was two summers ago when he came to Vegas to see me--well not only me but our other friend Nathan Stromberg whom we went to school with. We had a pretty awesome 4 days and it was nice hanging out with him again. We have always had a love/hate friendship and he's my boy and I love him and I only wish him happiness. It's funny all through high school all my girlfriends had crushes on him and wanted me to hook them up with them . I mean okay what about me, didn't they want to be my friend to or were they being friends with me to get to J Cota? He was is a cutie patootie but it did go to his head sometimes. Anyway I wish him nothing my blue skies and sunny days and he know that I am always there for him when needed. Here's to you J Cota (keep it in the closet) (wop wop) You know I miss you

Him

My boyfriend just put his car in the paper to be sold. So I guess he really wants to move to Hawaii. Can't believe he really wants to go. I mean can I really imagine living on a small island for the next couple of years? I guess with the reality of him leaving had something to do with the crazy dream I had last night. I dreamt that he dies and I was at a utter lost. You see we had got into a fight last night-over something so stupid that I can't even remember. And I guess for some reason I had this crazy dream. I awoke at 5:30 in the morning and cuddled up next to him, heart pounding, and wondering how on earth could I ever live without him. I mean sure we have had our problems the last 6 years. But this guy is my my best friend, my confident, he can be a little jealous but I love him. I can't help it. I mean he is a year and a half younger than me and we basically grew together from two teenagers to now two twenty something adults that have learned so much from each other and know each other so well that well at time that it freaks me out. He can be baby sometimes, but what man can't? I don't know, him leaving to Hawaii might be good for us, our relationship has been a little rocky for awhile. One of the main reasons is he is indecisive, he can't make up him mind. Pharmacy school or Medical school? I mean is it really that hard. I mean pick a career and go with it. I don't get it. Maybe it's me. I am not understanding enough. I don't know. His mom loves me though. So I can say at least we get a long. I mean we get as long as two people who can barely understand each other. You see she's lives in Poland and speak very little English. Though I am trying to learn how to speak polish, though that is a very hard language to learn. I need to learn if this is going to be my family. His mom wants us to come out this year. So I am thinking maybe Christmas. We always spend it with my family why not go to his this time.

Doesn't it suck to have the whole weekend off only to have to start the whole process all over again fresh monday morning; and to go through an entire work week just to get the satisfaction of having only two days off. I mean what is that all about? And it isn't even two full days off--think about it--you come home friday after work tired and stressed out ready to chill- you get a few hours to yourself only to have your cell ring to whatever new tune is out there and lo and behold it's your friends wondering where the latest party is or latest club to go to and ready for a night on the town, where you party till 6 in the mornin' only to come home drunk ass hell and ready to puke in your bathroom --but wait you forgot you have to get up bright and early saturday morning, time for errands or doing whatever it is you didn't have time to do during the week, maybe a catch a dinner with friends or go to the local bar later that night and then up on Sunday and all you are doing is worrying about what your work week will be like. I vote to have 4 days off 3 days on, but I don't see that happening anytime so I just as well live with working for the rest of my-well at least until I am at the ripe old age of 65 either way I am still going to be working for a very long long time.

Just writing

I told myself to that I need to be dedicated with this blog thingy. I am trying. Anyway nothing too exciting has happened to me today. I am still moving to Hawaii in July/August. How exciting!!! I am kind of excited and scared at the same time. I just can't imagined living there, with nowhere to go. But my boyfriend is excited so I guess I should be too. While on the subject of my boyfriend--who I love dearly--he still is undecided as to what to do with his life. He was all set to go to pharmacy school in the fall this year but now wants to change his mind and is thinking of going to medical school. I am all for whatever makes him happy but he needs to make a decision and quick. He keeps getting on me to go back to school . I do a semester here and there but I am content right now at my job. I don't now, I guess I am easy. Anyway did I mentioned that my boyfriends leaves for Hawaii in April sometime? He wants to go there before me so he can set up. He wants a house on the beach, but I have to bring him back to reality and let him know we are not millionaires and I am pretty sure we are going be living inland. He doesn't get it but I am sure he will wants he realizes how expensive Hawaii really is--hello milk cost like $5 there--.I guess I will have to find a military friend to go shopping on base for me I have been there once with my sister two years ago and we had so much fun. Just living there is what is getting me. Oh have I mentioned that when I leave I am going to be leaving behind two very close friends of mine, Antoinette and Lovella--they have been there for me the last couple of years-it's just a coincidence that we all work together--my girl Nette gave me the name -butter cream-I just love those two. They have been there for me through so much and I wish I could but them in a suitcase and take them with me but they know they are always welcomed in my house anytime. We have too many memories-I am going to miss the house parties and the girls nights out--I think that is every weekend(smile)we have had our fun in Vegas and though I am sad that I am leaving I am starting a new chapter in my life that will bring more memories and good times and hopefully they will be apart of it.